February 2011
1 post
i SUCK at secrets, so...
im just gonna post this here. for V-day, im gettin the lady her new phone (at the outright price, mind you) but ive decided to step out a bit and get a little crazy. like, this crazy: http://www.zales.com/product/index.jsp?productId=3475522 i dont know. she loves princess cut diamonds, i just put that into the search thingy and found stuff i’d like to see her wear…how exactly does...
Feb 1st
January 2011
4 posts
past-aversion
i absolutely HATE thinking about the past. i have no idea why. I mean, yeah I hate about 90% of everything pre-college days, because Florida sucked ass for the most part, but why else? nothing traumatic happened, nothing especially terrible; just an average high school experience. well…ok, I went to three high schools, and 2/3 were average. I was a sporty nerd at the first one, a nerd at the...
Jan 31st
The Hard Way...
…is usually the only way. Tonight, I delivered the hard truth to someone I love dearly, and I have no idea if my last stand will have any real affect. I can only watch someone kill themselves for so long. I stand by every word I said, every point I tried to make, and I refuse to go back on any of it. Its out there now, for them to think on, act on, or push away. my choices are final. I feel...
Jan 25th
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Jan 25th
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its like a secret island.
not an island no one knows about, but more like an island full of secrets lol. this is one of my last, true refuges in this world. anyway, tonight’s topic:how to gain enough confidence to be immune to egokillers. i could do with alot more ego boosts in my life, but i just need to not feel any kind…well not shame. everyone needs shame, and humility and so on. but maybe…mild...
Jan 12th